I don't understand how you can just throw it all away and act like nothing happened. It races through my mind often and I can't look at you without expecting something more. I can't give you little parts of me. And you've moved on so quickly. I don't understand how.

I'm different; I expect to be chased down. If I walk out the door, I expect someone to come after me. I don't need time to settle down, I'm just looking for that compassion and sacrifice. Ask me questions to my face about how I feel - I want to know you care.

I guess I just need to suck it up and learn that not everyone will treat me the same. It's just hard because... you're different, too.