To you, you texting fiend, I'm sorry we can can't share in something closer than a true relationship. That is neither of our faults but rather the best choice for you. I will not ruin your chances nor tempt them in anyway. I couldn't forgive myself if I ruined someone else's chances of growing and experiencing the opportunities I know you have straight in front of you. You are still here for a big reason. Your trials build your testimony, not to mention the faith you give to everyone you come into contact daily. You may or may not see it, and you may or may not accept it, but you are fascinating. I don't want to lose you because you can teach me so much and I refuse to let that go. I refuse to give up these incredible moments that are going to change me for the better. I fell for you for a reason; because of your pure soul and drive to always stay standing. I can't even believe who you are from the small sliver of knowledge I've acquired from you. Your life is always on edge. You have no control on the circumstances in your life, yet you are one of the most, if not the most stable person, I have come to trust in a very long time.
I need your love and trust. Let me be a best friend. Let me in. Let me teach you things and allow me to learn from you. Treat me respectfully and I will completely understand your actions and opinions. I'm not going anywhere. You can lead me through a maze of emotions and you may think you've torn at my heart for the past couple days, but remember what I said? I'm different. I'm fiercely loyal to those I trust. And I'll prove it to you if you don't believe me. Give me a chance. Let's take a chance and build a friendship to last.
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