Into the night

My heart hurts tonight. I haven't even seen you today. That hole that you had filled is open again. By now I'm usually running back to you, but I can't anymore. That hole has to be filled by something else... someone else. But it hurts, and I'm lost. I can't find light at the other end of the tunnel. And sometimes I doubt and ask myself, "will I ever be able to love like that again? Will anyone ever love me like I need them to?"